Another year...few more jobs added to the playlist...

joy gurudev to all n all out there...
yes you would witness another year full of promises, glimpses of fortune and unavoidable but our best teachers (faliures) that would glance at us as they pass by.

what does the year have for us...
even if i were an astrologer i would have preffered keeping such a secret to myself or rather even forgetting it if possible....

the next few attempts ...from a non-blogging element ...
would comprise of

Few short instances of celebrations...
few unexplained lessons
Few blessing testimonials
Few wishes which need lots of dreamers to unite
and
Few postings of links to short bhajans that i would upload onto YOUTUBE...

so let the journey continue.....

Jai Gurudev...

Something missing !

well to begin with such an ambiguous post that is trying to investigate the mere thot that crept into my mind ....is something major missing or is that an illusion or a phase.Sometimes even when everything is going fine there are some thots up there that leave you with weirdest of all questions. Usually reacting to situations come naturally but why is it that hard situations leave you speechless and pondering whether you should cry out for SOS or simply put your mind into it looking for solutions.There is a strange response that your brain gives you when you are in two totally different situations both in extremes. Something as natural as death of anyone close which is always preached to be inevitable leaves you thinking if you could have done something rather that just crying your lungs out OR is it simply natural.I initially thot of just being bland and keeping it to myself but somehow you need to vent out what you feel ...but WHY??? Simply if a psychologist tells me that some strange study has proved that its natural doesn’t really help me. Things like these ...do they really have a justification ....REACTIONS and REASONS of something like feverishness on death of close one ....I rather faced a nervous turmoil when i called up and the situation HITS me ....nd realize I have no answer ...no reaction.... just keep the thought out or keep contemplating on if you could have done or said something better.Is this the quest to be perfect in every situation that this BLOG notifies or is it just a conscious mind questioning the self and asking why sometimes something so natural becomes so difficult to handle. I still am looking....and will keep seeking HIS answers.Keep smiling (why do we pretend when something really pinches....like when I am really numb inside i still end my blog with Keep smiling which is rather a formality...) GOD bless

Me...blogging...strange !!!

Well loads of questions and evident answers that no one but only I cud have answered this point of time... is the reason why i started blogging...Makes sense, I dnt think I does to many but many-a-times you are blown away by a volley of questions and either you end up getting the answers or you simply ignore it.
Tonight, a well deserved gift from the heaven, a peaceful Sunday, loads of sleep and ample rest to your ever-complaining body leaves me with a peaceful physical condition but what i conquer to do is to start answering my mind, there and then and answer ALL its questions.
Blogging had never attracted me until sum of my friends ( starting with a office collegue, Namrata a few months back and then my AOL family member Richa) told me what it really means.
As usual not all my questions were answered and i ended up reading a few blogs...Inspiring, that’s why i am blogging u see...and here starts another struggle or a fight or simply a reasoning process in which i look to answer no one but my own mind on ALL THAT IT ASKS ME.

Lots of times ur mind asks u things which u have no clue of, but sum how its revolving in ur head unconsciously and a rumble is always on, mind u the rumble is not a sign of displacement or mismanagement of thots but somehow i feel it reflects what ur mind is capable of, how much it can think and at the end of the day only you can judge if its just or not to answer all of it.

Meditation and the Art of living has helped me like heaven but still i can never get rid of the constant permutation and combination of facts reasons and emotions which i wud never like to get rid of as well, it gives me a reason to think, an excuse to protest, a moment to communicate to my own soul which was lately discovered ( Thanks to AOL).

Well ending the blogg with a mighty thanks to all those fellow earth mates who gave me a moment to ponder on why shud i invest the precious moments to write something which you just read, and beginning a chapter we will discover together.

Jai Jai Shree Radhe Shyaam
Jai Gurudev
Aks